How many times can one hit the “receive message” button?
Simply to be disappointed over and over again,
No message is coming in any more.
How long can one stare at the same wall?
Hoping that one day, one final future moment,
The look of it might feel different.
How often can one check Skype?
Only to realize, that even if he is online,
There’ll be no call.
How disappointed can one get?
Still believing, if only I gave him one more chance,
He might have been my prince.
How many times will I hit the “receive message” button?
Only to have the appearing of nothingness
Remind me, that it’s really over.
How many raindrops do I need to count?
Before they finally start washing away
The memory of all the pain,
13. November 2012 / München, Germany